I had the most horrible dream last night. If it becomes a reality, then I don’t even know what I will do. I have been sleeping terribly lately and I don’t see that changing anytime soon. It really disturbs me that I can’t even achieve peace in my sleep. I woke up extremely nervous and I can’t sit still one bit.
I just wish I could have waken up in Venice or something this morning. How amazing would that be? I am just tired of this state that I am living in (mentally and physically) with all of these bad memories. I just want to have a fresh start to life.
Oh well, I can be a wishful thinker.